A conversation with self.

Well since I did decide to dedicate all post this month to feelings, it's safe to assume there will be poetry everywhere. And one major thing, I learnt as a kid was, feelings will either fuel your passions or destroy your dreams based on one simple thing - are you being true to yourself? I've reflected on my own words, looked in my own self enough to have had developed making judgement of right and wrong based on - can I look myself in the eye? Didn't matter what the world said. Never has and never will. I seem to keep saying this a lot, but no-one will ever know you better then yourself and no-one can paint a more honest picture of you, than yourself. So, go have conversations with yourself, and if you need assistance because you don't know where to start or how; get in touch with nature. Meanwhile, here's an example of my self reflection :

"Sometimes I think you are naïve

sometimes you seem a hopeless romantic

At times I think 

you might just be a true idealist

or perhaps the idiot

who ends up dead in some ditch

No matter how you see yourself

the fate of those

who stick to their hope

with uncompromising principles

is to become an unmarked tombstone;

so says the world"

"Whatever the fate may be,

just that or even worse,

I am creature of nature,

who foster hopes and dreams.

I know not how to

not follow them,

or give up in-between.

And I know not

what that makes me

to this dreary world,

I stand by my feelings

true and strong 

defending every thrust.

If I were to define it,

I would say

that's what makes me Sikh.

I am a Kaur,

I need no saving.

I am saver of the rest."
-31/1/2016

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