The hardest thing I ever did.

I don't know for certain of course but I'm still incredibly sure that it probably took me a millionth of millisecond to fall in love with nature, when I was born. Falling in love honestly is terribly easy. Doesn't take much for me and yet, it took almost 22 years for me to fall in love with this world. It's today's worlds general view, that one can move on or even fall out of love. Now, I don't know for rest of you, but for me that's an impossibility. Which made falling in love with this world as is with all it's faults and virtues indefinably hard. For it is heaven and it is hell.

Nazi Detainees

Love (the cliche)

I was born in love with nature

how that's possible I'm not too sure

I fell in love with my family

which is considered to be the norm

And as I grew

I loved more and more

music, food and talking

I fell in love with feelings

Sikhi and God

So much so in love

my only desire was

for world to create an opportunity

So I could be martyr like Chotte Sahibzade
But I guess waheguru decided

there was way more yet love

And thus my love grew

for knowledge, wisdom and childhood

I fell utterly in love with

that untainted innocence

one society so eagerly wants to rob

Delhi Nov 1984

thus for first time of my consciousness

there came a thing I didn't love

But nature is kind

showed me how to love

even this horrid society

For I fell in love with my ancestors

Past civilization

and that one dew drop

which constantly refuses to give in

and become part of the ugly pond

and urges the entire pond

to become like itself

And so I fell in love

somehow someway

with everything there is

kind, brave, beautiful

mean, coward and hideous

Why, when or how

I neither know nor understand

All I know is it's peaceful
and life is content.